Tuesday, August 18, 2009

dichotomy

Despite my current focus on improving myself, or perhaps in direct relation to it, I seem to have a growing rebellious undercurrent within me these days. Before I know it, my thoughts are idly flirting with disobedience and, to make matters worse, I've developed a consuming curiosity as to what the consequences would be of indulging certain of my rebellious thoughts...

I wouldn't dream of consciously acting upon these thoughts - I do not want to land myself in trouble with Ma'am - but my fear is that my unconscious mind will prod me into doing things I would otherwise know better than to do and that I will soon find myself in trouble despite my good intentions...

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